trust that i throw.

salam.

*i'm specifically telling all of u a story about me and her. because i was so moved, touched (terganggu?) when she was doing her talking. but, to be wide, this post is dedicated to all who are involved.*

kepercayaan.

trust

i hate myself for betraying her trust.

for being super selfish.

since what im doing is giving me a very good deal of benefits.

i didnt even realize that im betraying her trust.

i didnt even think about how she would feels when she knows about all those stuff.

illegal stuff i did without her knowing. illegal stiff i did behind her back.

you trust me, but i throw your trust away.

i played with it.

hence, im deserve to lose your respect of me.

and im really sorry for shattering your hope. your trust in me.

but there's really nothing much i can do.

i cant reverse time to correct everything.

i didnt have that kind of super-power.

just hoping here in my little room, praying.

everything will be settled.

so that i can live my life again, and gain your respect again.

from the zero.

once again,

im sorry for all my wrong-doings.
i really felt very very terrible.

whoever read this might be asking (tertanya tanya?) what is this post is all about.
and im so sorry i cant tell much details regarding what happen.
its private.

bye.

Comments

najihahfara said…

hai cik lisa..nice entry...eh2 header baru ye :)

March 19, 2011 at 11:53 AM

Raji and Yeen said…

hopefully you would earn her trust back someday
amin..

March 19, 2011 at 4:29 PM

Nik Lisa said…

@cik najihah

awww, thanx u. :)
yup header baru.

March 21, 2011 at 8:35 PM

Nik Lisa said…

@Raji berkata

soon. very soon.
i do hope so too.

thanx u. :)

March 21, 2011 at 8:37 PM

cupcake saya.

before balik uitm hari tuh. ade request cupcake dari kawan. so, aku pon buat lah. nak resipi? pi usha blog budak comel ni. ada satu je resipi kat situ. supposedly kena taruk vanilla extract. but then xjumpa. aku pon taruk banana flavour. xpasal2 rasa macam kek pisang. =.= biasa nya kalo aku buat aku bakar, maksud aku.. aku taruk dalam oven. tapi kali ni. aku kukus. ingat nak buat ikot resipi ziza bagi. tapi xjumpa brown sugar pulak. yang rasa cam nk hempuk kepala sendiri bila lepas aku dah siap mix bahan bahan. aku pon ternampak la brown sugar elok je atas bekas. huu. memang rasa cam nak campak diri dalam sungai. =.= bekas pulak men guna je mana yang ada. tuh yang ada dua size. medium n small. ni before aku lukis lukis. aktiviti melukis terpaksa ditangguh sebab piping bag xda. mesti korang cakap, aku ni gatal nak wat cupcake. tapi benda ni xda, benda tuh xda. ape lahh. sementara tunggu mak pegi beli, aku bia ...

autoplay again.

salam. hari tu aku blogwalking. bnyk la jugak bloggers2 (ade s ok, so mmg bnyk la ) yg merungut2 sal pasang lagu yg autoplay kat blog.. kirenye, kalo masok blog, dgr lagu la. tersekat2 lak tuh. (sape suh line xelok! hehe) dan rasa bosan. aku terasa kot. tuh yg aku da xwat autoplay. tp, aku rasa bosan lah. bile masok blog je da xda music ape2. so, i autoplayed it again. plus, aku suke kot usha blog kalo ade music. ade la hiburan skit. n xda la sunyi sgt. da la rumah aku ni da ckop sunyi da. =.= to those yg msok blog ni bosan dgr lagu, im so sorry. aku suka kot. okie? ^_^ letak lagu kat blog childish ke? hurm. i dont think so.

disable right click, meh aku nak cakap sikit.

adeilah. this is my thousand times kena benda yang sumpah aku rasa annoying gila. and i promise, when it reachs thousand times, i will make special post nak kecam pasal benda ni. penat tau x? nyusahkan hidup aku betol la. eeeeee. xsuke lah orang buat disable reeee-ait click tuh? ngat orang nak curik sangat ke. nyusah tau x, nak kena drag2 link orang tuh pi naik tab baru. kang aku tekan jer, xbaca lak blog kau. xkomen lak blog kau. hishhh! kau lak bising bising kata xada orang nak komen. len kali, xyah letak link aa kalau nk disable sgt right click tuh. dah tuh, bila dah right click nak bukak new tab, kuar window kecik, ayat kemain lagi... "jangan curi, i hate copycats yada yada" "eh, nak buat ape tuhh?" hellooooo, xfikir ke kalau orang yang BUKAN NAK CURI TAPI NAK BUKAK LINK je tekan? ayat ko semacam la beb, memang sakit hati aku baca. sebelum aku get lost. aku nak cakap, jangan nak hentam aku. masing masing ada opinion kan? so, ini opinion aku pasal be...

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