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trust that i throw.

salam.


*i'm specifically telling all of u a story about me and her. because i was so moved, touched (terganggu?) when she was doing her talking. but, to be wide, this post is dedicated to all who are involved.*

kepercayaan. 
trust

i hate myself for betraying her trust.
for being super selfish.
 since what im doing is giving me a very good deal of benefits.
i didnt even realize that im betraying her trust.
i didnt even think about how she would feels when she knows about all those stuff.
illegal stuff i did without her knowing. illegal stiff i did behind her back.


you trust me, but i throw your trust away.
i played with it.

hence, im deserve to lose your respect of me.
and im really sorry for shattering your hope. your trust in me.

but there's really nothing much i can do.
i cant reverse time to correct everything.
i didnt have that kind of super-power.

just hoping here in my little room, praying.
everything will be settled. 

so that i can live my life again, and gain your respect again.
from the zero.

once again,



im sorry for all my wrong-doings.
i really felt very very terrible.

whoever read this might be asking (tertanya tanya?) what is this post is all about.
and im so sorry i cant tell much details regarding what happen.
its private. 

bye.

Comments

cik najihah said…
hai cik lisa..nice entry...eh2 header baru ye :)
Raji berkata said…
hopefully you would earn her trust back someday
amin..
n i k l i s a said…
@cik najihah

awww, thanx u. :)
yup header baru.
n i k l i s a said…
@Raji berkata

soon. very soon.
i do hope so too.

thanx u. :)

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bye. :(

nescafe ais.

hebat x?
si kakak yg umonye 19taon tahon 2010.. nak wat nescafe ais.
but then x reti. so, mintak tlg adik die yg umonye 10taon 2010.
sgt terox kan kakak srg ni?
tp, hasilnye sangat bes. nyum3. :))
*bakal suami saya. nescafe ais saya bes taw*  :))

SPICE-UP UR BLOG : buat sticky post

salam.
hari ni nak share, macam mana nak buat sticky post.  sticky post tuh macam, post yang melekit. huh?
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sesuai la bagi sape sape yang buat kontest itu. :)
cara cara nya :


 tekan post option (yang bulat merah)
 pilih 'scheduled at'
 pilih tarikh dan pukul berapa korang nak sampai bila post tuh jadi post utama. :)
 dah siap!

k bye. :)