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okay, this is a continuation post from my previous post. this morning, I got a call from my mother. of course I'm a bit surprised,  'why suddenly they call me because its like soo early in the morning?' (it was 6.30 if i wasn't mistaken.) that questions kept popping in my mind. I heard my mother's voice.  she asked me about my EMJ exam which I'm going to sit at 9 am this morning. I answered her questions. and after that, she passed the hand-phone to my father. asking him to talked to me. I can already sensed something was not right. but, I kept calmed. I don't want to make early guess. my father asked me again about at what time I'm gonna sit for my exam. I told him at 9, I will finished at 10.  then he was like, "I've something to tell you,but I'll tell you later, after your exam," his voice was soo different. shaky and not energetic voice, which is not ...

salam. this is my brother. yang exactly bawah aku. im the first, he is the second one. nama dia  NIK MUHAMMAD FU'AD BIN NIK YUSOF. and, i want to bid him a very very big congratulation s sebab result SPM dia yang cemerlang . straight As.  3A+, 3A, 3A- i hope u can go oversea. fulfill our parent punye dream ok? our parent tuh macam nak sangat tengok anak berjaya and dapat pegi oversea. :) aku dulu dah menghampakan dorang. result SPM xberapa bagus. dapat masuk matrix je. nasib ah dapat amik medicine. dapat la jugak ubatkan dorang punye kekecewaan. (aku tahu dorang kecewa, tapi dorang baik, never show it to me. mereka sangat supportive. comfort me when im so down.. really love them!) so now, tugas tuh dah beralih atas bahu adik aku ni. fullfil it okay?  till then, bye bye. :)

salam. masuk hari ni, kirenya dah 4 hari aku holiday. YAAY! aku belom cerita kan, aku sbenarnya tengah holiday sekarang. hehe. awesome kan? banyak benda baik baik sepanjang aku cuti ni. antaranya ialah, adik aku yang baru masuk tingkatan 4 tuh. dia ditawarkan untuk masuk SBP. SBP u olls! :) sekolah berasmara penuh sultan abdul razak. kat negeri sembilan. congrats weh.!  abe long nampaknya dah ada kroni. bila la gang mrsm nak sampai ni? dila la kot. pffft. xkisah la kan, mrsm ke sbp ke sekolah harian ke. bagi aku sume sama jer. sekolah jugak. btw, rumah is the best place ever. dont u think so? i memang tengah have fun gila kat rumah. walaupon xbuat apa apa. LOL k lah, bye bye

salam. akhirnya. selesai sudah aku meng-shopping kan diri ni. beli things untuk mak ayah, adik adik.  untuk mak, beli handbag. hope she likes it. untuk ayah, beli kemeja. light orange. hope he likes it. untuk adik lelaki, long. aku beli kemeja. i dont give it a damn whether he likes that or not. HAHAHA. untuk adik lelaki lagi sorang, i beli sweater, since dia nak sangat kan... harapan sama macam kat atas. untuk adik perempuan, aku beli bag sekolah. sure gila she will likes it.  huahuahua. :) n esok balik. yay for me. k bye.

sometimes, i wish to be alone haji nik yusof dan hajjah nornazila. welcome back to malaysia. yeah. mak dan ayah aku dah selamat sampai Malaysia dah. balik from haji. :) lepas delay macam macam. kat jeddah delay. kat klia nak balik kb pon delay. haih haih.  tapi sampai jugak akhirnya. syukur, alhamdulillah. tapi still ada yang xsampai lagi. bag baju mak aku still kat jeddah sana.  he he he.  macam mana tuh?  tadi, aku kol ayah. suara serak serak gitu. habis hilang suara macho ayah ku. he he. perubahan cuaca kot. akhir kata, aku sangat xsabar dan teruja betol nak balik kampung hujung minggu ni. :)

tadi, dapat mesej dari mak. mak cakap dia dah on the way nak gi arafah. untuk wukuf tuh.  semoga segala berjalan lancar yer mak, ayah. i love u both. and i miss u both.  sekarang, x decide lagi nak beraya macam mana? ke balik kampung mana dulu. pukul berapa? kan dulu mak n ayah je yang decide. kitorang ikot jer. but, dont worry much. we are all fine. :) and, saya telah berjaya mendownload crita THE LAST SONG. nanti saya  review nanti. yeah. yeah. yeah. FMTU ; counting days for them to be back home. 16 more days.

like seriously, being at home without my mak and ayah is so pelik. im not used to it. i should use US instead.  we are not used to it. as usual, US the siblings will be very quiet when there are people that not belong to the family were here. so quiet. awkward silence.  esp in the family lounge where usually US, siblings will be very hyperactive there. talking in high pitch voice, joking, bullying, play fight2. HAHAHA. i missed that moment. wuwuw. the people that are not belong to the family that i mentioned earlier. tho, they are my uncle and aunty. we r not that closed with them. kami adik beradik memang susah nak rapat dengan orang lain. sebab kami memang kurang bercakap dengan orang yang kami xbiasa. so, paham paham saje lah.  mak ayah, please be back soon. we miss u. especially dila. im pretty sure there is time where she will crying alone in the room. without no one noticing about it. because me as the oldest pon ada time i nanges sorang sorang dalam bi...

selepas hantar mak ayah tadi kat kelana jaya. aku balik kolej aku. pakcik aku yang hantarkan. terima kasih ayah su. tangan sedang memegang handphone. hati berkira kira mahu menghantar mesej. lantas jari lincah menaip mesej. salam ayah, mak. semoga mak ayah selamat sampai sana. nanti mesej la bagitahu deh.. semoga dapat haji mabrur, and kat sana nanti doakan kakak, long, dulah, dan dila sumo deh.. bia jadi anak yang baik. hehe. n semoga sampai balik malaysia balik dengan selamat jugak. we gonna miss you so much. jangan risau sangat. insyaAllah kami adik beradik x apa apa. mak, ayah. kami sayang mak n ayah sangat sangat! :) button send ditekan xlama selepas tuh. hp ku vibrate. button open new message ku tekan. ayah dan mak sayang kamu semua jugak. kakak jaga adik adik. assalamualaikum. airmata jatuh berderai. senangnya air mata ni jatuh.  aku xtahu kenapa. sayu mungkin. mengenangkan mereka pergi jauh. dua insan yang amat ku sayang. nornazila hj othman and nik yusof nik mat. d...

here are 2 pictures of raya this year, 2010. i took them from FB. what so special about the pictures? they r both editted. one by my cousin, kak eti. she made it B&W nice though, since we are now in 2010. unique. :) hey, this is SOO candid!  my 19th raya since i was born to this world. and, it still so meriah. im glad to be one of the family. other one.  is editted by my friend, rafique. he is such a talented dude. just see his work. nice right? i love the pictures soooo much. thanx raf.  i dont know how he editted this pic. but, i see some vignette efek there. not too much, just nice. ok, thats all i wanna share. owh, sangat malas nak upload gambar2 dalam FB. xyah la ye. i'll upload the necessary one je. 

alfatihah untuk ibu saudara saya belah ayah yang meninggal semalam. semoga die aman di dunia baru. dirahmati rohnya. sedekahkan yasin, al fatihah ye kawan2.  jasamu dikenang. 

to MAK saya. NORNAZILA HJ OTHMAN. HEPI BIRTHDAY MAK! mak la mak terbaek atas dunia. mak lahirkan kakak. mak susukan kakak. (walopon aku mnth2 x leh minum n mak terpksa beli susu tpg. hampeh tol, susu free tamao. haha) mak ajar kakak macam2. mak anta kakak g skola. (walopon mak da ckop letey da.) mak anta kakak g ngaji. mak pksa kakak hafal sifir. mak suh kakak solat. bila da besar plak, mak aja kakak masak. (even salo kena pksa.) mak ajar kakak drive. (siyes yg neh terharu. sbb ayah trauma nk aja org drive, sbb  dulu ayh pena ajar, n g lggr ape ntah. ayh xbrni da nk aja. so, mak yg trun pdg ajar kakak. tuh la power wanita. ;). ) mak anta kakak g kelas jahit (n now i can sew baju kurung) mak jd tmpt kakak share prob. mak salo nasihat kakak. mak tgor kakak bile kakak wat salah. mak mrh kakak. (for da good sake~) kakak syg mak sgt2. walopon mak salo blur. haha. (cis, anak pe la aku neh. opss! ;P) once again, hepi birthday.  n to ADIk SAYA, NIK MUHAMMAD FU'AD hepi bday ...

miss da old day. those old times when whenever i said dat i wanna wore "inai". my dad would wore it for me. at night, when i was asleep. my dad would stay up at the night n put the inai on my fingers. n as i woke up on the morning, looking at my red fingers, i would be damn excited. n smiling da whole day then. hehe. ;) how i miss da the days. daraemon, may i borrow ur time machine please? haha. my dad would be damn suprised see-ing me dis tall n "BIG". haha. daddy, i would love if u put da inai on my fingers again.

penatnya. bru balik dr umah kazen aku. sok dia nikah. congrats ya kak jaja. (name bakal hasben die aku lupe la. OPS!) hari neh bnyk men dgn lada. lada besar. lada kering. n aku jd tukang gunting kecik2 sbb nk blender. afta da bwat suma2 uh. aku pon menyelinap la... away from da hell kitchen uh. roward to da heaven TV. haha. layan mr bean. layan gang pngembaraan yg boley tahan kelaka la jgk. afta dat, aku makan. sate ot. tp amik 3btg je. sbb x bpe mnt act sate. ye, cam pelik sbb xske sate an? emmm.. afta dat, aku nek atas. part neh plg bes. aku tlg pakaikan inai untuk my kazen yg nk kawen uh.. yg x boley aku pon tmpg pakai. hahha. da merah aa jari. adoyai. mule2, mmg tolak abes aa. say XNAK untuk inai afta dat, aku lak beria2 nk pakai. sbb cam sronok tgok kazen aku pakai. not long afta dat.. mak aku ajak balik. erk, inai x bpe kering lagi... tp, basoh la jgk. turun tgga da sgn2. hahaha. masok kn tgn lam poket. skali tyme trun uh, ramai la lak tggu kat tgga. bapak segan. tp, stil ...

ni adik saya lah! NIK NURADILA NIK YUSOF. bersama cinta hatinya. pe lg, game2 PC la. die gamers ok. pndai men counter strike. post kali ni. sy nk cerita pasal adik saya. kesah die yg ngoks ~ ^^ baru je happen td. dalam kul 8pm. alkisah nya... saya bru pas mandi. masok2 bilik. tgok Hp. eh, ade miskol from my MOM. saya kol la balik. adik saya angkat. "kakak! dila dapat num 2," nape la bdk neh smgt gtaw aku neh? eh, lupe lak rituh ade jnji nk bg die bag bratz . tataw ape itu bratz? sila google ye. BUT if n only if she manages to get num 1. "tp, dila dpt num 2, cane nk bg bag bratz neh? x boley la kn?" saje aku nk usik die lg. pdhal mmg aku nk bg pon. dila cam nk sgt je bag bratz uh. "xpe la. nnt kakak bg la bag bratz uh kat dila. nnt dila bg kat abdullah...tp, kakak bg kat dila la dulu... sbb dila nk ambik... dila xnk bg kat abdullah.. dila nk simpan.. " hahaha. boley plak.. kata nk tlg bgkan kat abdullah.. then, ckp die nk simpan lak. juju...

bgn je tidow. cari HP. aku ade sesuatu di skrin. "BDAY AYAH" so, cpt2 taep msj. wish bday. ok done. aku la daughter terbaek ats dunia. hahaha. *poyo gila. not long afta dat. my mom called me. "kakak, silap wish lg?" smbil gelak2. sore ayah aku pon gelak2 kat blkg. "wat? btol la today is 19 oct an?" "xla. sok la bday ayah" ALAMAK! lg skali kot. apoda anak mcm ni. msok kali neh, da 3rd time aku wish my dad awal. terok2. +.+ ayah, kakak mntk maaf. soree sgt. sok, kakak wish lg skali. hee. suke sgt wish my dad pd 18 oct. ayh tuka bdy la cani. baru kakak x slh wish. hahaa. boley ke? tp, in advanced... kakak nk wish jgk. SELAMAT HARI JADI tuk my dad. NIK YUSOF NIK MAT. i love u. i adore u. i miss u. thanx sbb jd ayah yg terbaek! dalam universe neh. terbaekla ayah! btol2 hao liao. hikhik.