i'll pray the best for them. (part 2)

like seriously, being at home without my mak and ayah is so pelik.

im not used to it. i should use US instead.

we are not used to it.

as usual, US the siblings will be very quiet when there are people that not belong to the family were here.

so quiet. awkward silence.

esp in the family lounge where usually US, siblings will be very hyperactive there.

talking in high pitch voice, joking, bullying, play fight2. HAHAHA.

i missed that moment. wuwuw.

the people that are not belong to the family that i mentioned earlier.

tho, they are my uncle and aunty.

we r not that closed with them.

kami adik beradik memang susah nak rapat dengan orang lain.

sebab kami memang kurang bercakap dengan orang yang kami xbiasa.

so, paham paham saje lah.

mak ayah, please be back soon.

we miss u.

especially dila.

im pretty sure there is time where she will crying alone in the room.

without no one noticing about it.

because me as the oldest pon ada time i nanges sorang sorang dalam bilik.

berbalik pasal dila tadi,

and the worst part is me as kakak, xboleh nak b there with her.

consoling her. comforting her. cheering her up.

and so on.

my mak and ayah, it almost 10 days they are they.

another 30 days plus plus lagi.

they are already at Mekah right now.

huu. i cant imagine how our RAYA HAJI will be celebrated this year.

without them. huu. *teary eyes*

ok, bye. assalamualaikum

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cupcake saya.

before balik uitm hari tuh. ade request cupcake dari kawan. so, aku pon buat lah. nak resipi? pi usha blog budak comel ni. ada satu je resipi kat situ. supposedly kena taruk vanilla extract. but then xjumpa. aku pon taruk banana flavour. xpasal2 rasa macam kek pisang. =.= biasa nya kalo aku buat aku bakar, maksud aku.. aku taruk dalam oven. tapi kali ni. aku kukus. ingat nak buat ikot resipi ziza bagi. tapi xjumpa brown sugar pulak. yang rasa cam nk hempuk kepala sendiri bila lepas aku dah siap mix bahan bahan. aku pon ternampak la brown sugar elok je atas bekas. huu. memang rasa cam nak campak diri dalam sungai. =.= bekas pulak men guna je mana yang ada. tuh yang ada dua size. medium n small. ni before aku lukis lukis. aktiviti melukis terpaksa ditangguh sebab piping bag xda. mesti korang cakap, aku ni gatal nak wat cupcake. tapi benda ni xda, benda tuh xda. ape lahh. sementara tunggu mak pegi beli, aku bia ...

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