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Saturday, May 2, 2009

aku, die dan mr. TUT *dis life is surely hard

erm.
i donno y actually.
y? y? n Y?
i keep searching for da answer.
but i end up with no answer. again.

knape aku sudah sgt nk lupe DIE.
everytyme i log in ym.
da first things yg aku akn tgok is name die.
bkn aku search. but when i scroll down untuk tgok sape yg online.
name die msti. psti. surely. akn catch up my attention.
pdhal name die pendek sgt.
setoit je. pendek sgt.

sakit nye ati.
bile aku ingt die.
sbb die aku da xleh nk accept mne2 laki.
mmg dr luar org tgok aku cam heppy. bhgia je dgn si TUT.
but, dlm hati aku neh drg tahu ke?
dorang tataw n aku pon xnk bgtawu.
bia la. aku smpn je rse aku neh.
cume blog neh je yg bley dgr pe rse aku yg sbenanye.
n sape2 yg sudi bace.

sungguh. bile owg tnye xnak kapel ke?
bkn aku xnk.
mslhnye di sini.
i still cant forget die.
so mcm mane aku nk kapel.

bkn xda yg sudi.
ade. n im sorry to say.
kpd si TUT, aku tataw sama ade aku btol2 syg or aku jus anggap kamu as *i cant think of da ryte word to describe what im thinking*.
tp aku stil xleh nk lupe kan die.

ade org tye, perfect sgt ke DIE tuh, lisa?
aku tataw nk ckp pe.
tp yg pasti. die bkn ordinary pnye org.
aku kagum dgn da way die talks to me ( die xjwg okeh?), die pnye intelligence. everytg la.

kdg2 die msj aku.
aku bwat xlayan jep.
bls skdr ape yg die tnye.
ya. aku ego. ego sgt.
ade org tnye, da ko ske lg kat die,
bls la elok2. pnjg2 skit.
ckp sng la. kalo aku lyn die. mksud nye, aku bkl mengguris hati gurls lain.
die sudah ber punya okay.

mse aku dgn die putus sahabat.
aku sdey sgt. serius ly sdey.
xpenah lg aku rse sdey yg mcm tuh.
tp nk bwat mcm mne.
aku ego n die pon ego.
las2 kite putus kwn.

buat mr. TUT (in case u r reading dis).
i'll try my bes to syg kamu.
i want u to be mine.
i want to spend my life with u.
believe me.
i want to be with u.
tlg la sye. untuk lupekan die.
tlg buang die n jdkn kamu yg brda di hati saye.
help me, will u?

puas nye hati aku dpt tulis bnde neh.
selama 2taon aku pndam. las2, aku luah kn jgk.
kat sini. PUASSSSS sgt.

5 comments:

bloopieLOVES said...

ey cik,
i know how it feels.
u'll find it better if u forget him,though its hard.

N E E q L I S A said...

yap. but its really hard. da bpe taon da. tp xleh la. eventhough, i have mr TUT by myside. help. help!

bloopieLOVES said...

u will recover by urself,no one able to help u.maybe u will find someone more special than him.like me~

N E E q L I S A said...

ye la kot. die on ym smlm. sye terlupe psl link blog uh. skali die g bace. so i da slow talk dgn die. em

Anonymous said...

walaweyhhh...i'm sure had missed a LOT of episode in ur life weyhh...haha

kapel xgtaw aku...dat's a criminal. a bad one.

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