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beautiful poster of mine! muahahaha. suke hati lah nak kata kerek ke ape. nak kata buruk ke ape. its really up to you. but as for me, sebab aku buat! sebab im part of it,  so its my taste and style. i think its beautiful!  and, i love it! :) erk, but not me lah yang buat poster ni actually. my friend, nizam yang buat, BUT with my brilliant consults and ideas. combine our ideas together, walla, the result x mengecewakan.  thanx u nizam! :) he's the one yang terer guna photoshop. and me as the client la cakap nak macam ni, macam tuh~ hahaa. when i get involved in decorating something, memang x sah kan if there is no pink~ (unless if i'm aiming other colors) so taraaaa, hamik kau, poster pink pink aku buat! LOLz. with this, campur macam macam. presentors, props, reports and all. memang xsangka habis, tup tup my group did win something. for the rezeki, i can only say thanx u Allah, alhamdulillah~ we manage to win 3rd runner up for natural categories! FYI, natural ...

  BEES and HONEY. my elective's topic seem to be boring, or dull. yet, for me the one who experienced the bees buzzing near to my own ears. it is one of the best memories that i must kept within me forever. the journey is toward the city of history, malacca. our aim is to visit the biggest bee farm in malaysia namely BB TOWN and guess what it is only one day!  the rest? jalan jalan cari makan la. tee-hee! DAY 1 actually i already wrote about day 1 in the previous post. but i dont like it, there's no honesty of me writing in the post (chewa?), so please bear with me as i will narrate another story of day 1 here. HAHA. see whaaat! writing need honesty also maa. if not, no comments. T_T people please do drops comments okay? (desperado me, LOL) the story begins at 9am, we hop into a bus. it tooks 2hours and a half to reach there. the drivers drive soo slow (till i can feel it). at 11.30am we reached malacca central. there, we took cabs which brings us to our a...

salam. hari ni dah sampai melaka. dari shah alam. it took 2jam setengah nak sampai melaka central. sampai je sana teros beli tiket balik. rabu ni 4.30pm. nak jalan jalan dulu rabu tuh. LOL. so, hari ni aktivitinya mencari bee farm tuh.! setelah sesat beberapa kali, akhirnya jumpa! niceee je. excited nak kaji lebah esok. wee. :) tadi p dataran pahlawan. dah shopping dah sikit. huahuahua.  terbaik ah aku, cepat aje kalau shopping. LOL. ok, tuh je la. bye!

so, exam da officially habis. my comments are. short answer questions? i think i did well, i mean i can like get more marks here than other papers.  problem based questions? it was hard like like like crazeeeey! whatever it is, i can answer SAQ better that PBQ. finish my  first day papers. ----------------------------------------------- proceed to the second day . i go through an exam called OSPE i felt terribly terrible for OSPE paper. honestly, i dont know what am i doing in there. its like, everytime i opened the questions paper, i was stunned.  'what the heeeelll is this?' kept popping in my mind susah gila kot. ----------------------------------------------- the third day is all about blackening the circles. err, what i mean is multiple choice questions la. i got 2 papers. MCQ 1 consist of 70 questions with 5 choices, that i must put a true, or a false to the statement. which means, there were 350 statements that i have to kaji and answer. oh y...

salam yeah,  today is close to over. my hectic day is close to over. im soooo glad. yeah! and again, I was so down after any tutorial (SGS) or practical session. feel like im the stupidest in the class. and start blaming own self for being so stupid, and for not reading terrorly. with the lecturer's talking or should i say advising us to keep studying,  be more focus about the PRO exam which approaching me so furiously.  what a scary things. :( 2nd may will be the date. 1 month to go.  and im still not prepared. terok nye. ape ape hal, best tengok gamba makanan. ayam goreng awww sedapnya. malangnya, it is tasty but it is nasty. too much calories, keep the doctors near to you. :) mahu ke macam tuh? ps : progress test again tomorrow. need to study.  k bye.

salam oren : aku. biru : patient ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- nak masuk bab social history aku memang berdebar. tapi aku start jugak. macam biasa lah ayat buku. "it may be a litle bit sensitive for you. but i need to ask these questions because it may be related to your illness"  kemudian aku senyap jap. buat saspen. patient x keruan. 'pemenda student medic ni nak tanya?' dalam hati die kot. then aku sambung, "emm, do u smoke, miss susan?" 'no, i dont' muke patient berkerut tahan sakit. "what about alcohol?" 'alcohol, what is that?' "for example whiskey, beer" 'owh' , patient angguk paham then sambung, ' no, i dont take any alcohol.' "another sensitive question, do u take drugs for pleasure?" patient buat muka xpaham.  aku cepat cepat tangkap, "for example, dadah or something like that?" patient macam nak menangis, sakit s...

salam. *i'm specifically telling all of u a story about me and her . because i was so moved, touched (terganggu?) when she was doing her talking. but, to be wide, this post is dedicated to all who are involved.* kepercayaan.  trust i hate myself for betraying her trust. for being super selfish .  since what im doing is giving me a very good deal of benefits. i didnt even realize that im betraying her trust. i didnt even think about how she would feels when she knows about all those stuff. illegal stuff i did without her knowing. illegal stiff i did behind her back. you trust me, but i throw your trust away. i played with it. hence, im deserve to lose your respect of me. and im really sorry for shattering your hope. your trust in me. but there's really nothing much i can do. i cant reverse time to correct everything. i didnt have that kind of super-power. just hoping here in my little room, praying. everything will be settled.  so that i can live my life again, a...

salam kalut sedunia bila hari ni aku ditugaskan untuk selesai kan hal elektif aku. ye lah, tiba tiba aku je yang tinggal di shah alam hari ni. 4 kawan yang lain semua pergi hospital. ada bed-side teaching di hospital sungai buloh. nak x nak aku la yang kena naik tingkat 14, tingkat 20. selesaikan semua benda seorang diri. kui kui. dan semua nye sudah setel.  oh ye, aku mahu bercerita mengenai bed side teaching aku semalam. aku dapat dr rubini,  die doctor di ward ENT, ala it stands for ear-nose-throat. cara dia agak radikal. xda nak ajar ajar dah tapi xpe lah, sebab semua dah belajar dah di shah alam masa kelas ECE. kami dah tau apa yang kena tanya time history taking. if she told us again about that, boring lah kan? teros die suruh form group of 2. then, kitorang ditugaskan untuk amik history from patient. dan selepas itu, kami harus present the history to her. jujur cakap, aku sangat teruja. kerana biasanya, aku hanya mengikut doctor dan dengar macam mana doctor ...

assalamualaikum. update blog petang petang. release sikit penderitaan medulla oblongata aku ni. seharian di dera dengan perkataan perkataan jargon . inilah akibat xbaca dulu, dalam kelas mula lah  'hah, ape tuh? hah, ape ni?" so humiliating. -.-" dan semakin derita brain aku ni, bila most of the lecturer, dok tanya,  'amacam progression kamu semua regarding the upcoming pro exam?' semua terkedu, menunduk kan kepala. xpon tersengih sengih, tayang gigi masing masing. nasib semue gigi lawa lawa, comel comel xda bau. lau x, mau pengsan. (gurau.) honestly doctorrrrrr, i havent read anything just yet! sangat terrible bukan? owwwwwh.  memang tension bila fikir PRO, tapi actionnya? nadaaa! (terkuar mexico lak, sorri) xda. zero. udah udah la keluar setiap hujung mingggu. kawan kawan ku, udah udah la ajak budak ini keluar setiap hujung minggu. aku ni pantang diajak. wuwuwuw. k lah habis mengeluh pasal PRO exam.  now, senyum sikit :) ps : tomorrow ada progress test! ...

ehem ehem. tadi bukak facebook. ade notification from presiden mesta*  fakulti aku kat group batch aku. batch 7 uitm shah alam. *(mesta=medical student association) dia kata, 'Salam semua. Ada bbrpa prkra nk gtau: 1.kalendar akademik sem. 5 akan start pada bulan September. Jd,kita akan ada dlm 3~4 bulan cut slps sem. 4 ni. Fak. kata takde pape prncngn lg ntk student pd masa kita cuti tu. So plan elok2 nk wat apa masa tu ye. Hehe 2.Nak panjangkan study week ntk exam Pro,mmng tak dpt la. Sbb dah ditetapkn dlm msyuarat Fak. awal2 lg. Lgpn,examiner dr luar (ntk viva) dh dberikan date ntk diorg dtg. Takde sbb yg kuat ntk panjangkn stdy weeks n delay the exams. 3.Perihal elektif: Dr Salmah yg handle. Isnin mnggu depan dia nk jmpe kte kul 10 pagi(jd,kwn2 dminta tnggu slps lctre Prof Hapizah ye). Dia akn bg guide book n bg taklimat la ye.Senarai nama n kump. akan ditampal pd hjung mnggu ni di pantry(insya'-Allah). Cekidaut later ye. Hehe 4.Result tak pasti lg kuar ble. Meet...

salam. demam. batuk.  kenapa mesti datang tatkala saya last paper ni ? dan semestinya saya HARUS bertahan!  itu saja option nya sekarang, kan? kuatkan semangat, jawab dan jawab. then 11.20am habis exam balik makan ubat tidow. xberani makan ubat takot mengantok pulak dalam hall nanti. haru betol. ni semua salah ospee semalam. sebenarnya salah saya x baca terrorly. boleh kata ni ospee induced fever and cough. :( saya seems relax je after exam semalam. as if nothing happen, as if saya boleh terima apa yang saya buat. tapi, otak saya ni xdapat nak tipu. mesti badan saya dah stress gila, tuh la pasal boleh jadi demam apa semua.  huu. so, jap gi last paper. MCQ. 70questions. meaning 70 x 5 = 350 statements to be answered as true or false. 350 statements. LOL, dont u think its too much? apa apa hal, mari berjuang!  k bye. :)

salam. saya dah habis dua paper ! SAQ and PBQ bye bye... ! dan hai OSPE and OSCE. semoga saya berjaya meng-identify makhlus makhlus halus di dalam microskop. semoga saya berjaya memberi characteristic mereka dengan betul. semoga saya berjaya me-neka nama nama pelik yang terdapat di patung patung terpilih. semoga saya berjaya menemu ramah primer yang berlakon sakit itu. semoga saya berjaya membuat diagnosis dengan betol. semoga saya berjaya bercakap dengan lancar dan tenang, dan tanya semua soalan yang berkaitan dengan system review. semoga saya berjaya menulis treatment apa yang sesuai kalau bacteria sekian sekian buat infection. contohnya kalau staph aureus kita kena kasi cloxacilim. kalau strep pyogene pula, kita kena kasi penicilin. tapi itu saya rasa semua orang pon tahu. semoga saya berjaya ingat semuanya.  amin. :) taken with uws loaded with ebx. my house xsabar nak balik rumah. honeymoon dua minggu. awwh k bye.

salam ya Allah, KAU bantu lah hamba mu ini ya Allah. terangkan lah hati. semoga apa yang dibaca dapat diluahkan dengan lancar. KAU tenangkan lah hati ini. supaya dapat aku menjawab soalan dengan baik ya Allah. ya Allah, aku mohon pada MU. amin amin ya rab. esok exam. tolong doakan saya. 

salam. - crescent / banana shaped gametocyte => plasmodium falciparum! plasmodium falciparum tropozoite - multiple chromatin - multiple infection wucheria bancrofti => lymphatic filariasis.. - no nuclei at terminal end - cephalic space 1:1 - discrete nuclei brugia malayi => lymphatic filariasis - two nuclei at terminal end - cephalic space 2:1 - compact nuclei tachyzoite yang bentuk crescent. makanya ini adalah toxoplasma gondii.

salam. short update only. officially, there is only 4 day left for my final. it will be held on this monday. im freaking freak out here.  sangat tension. sebab notes menimbun.  dah la bila dah tension. i tend to eat more n more. T__T papepon, doakan semoga saya dapat A* ok? lisa ingatlah... betol la kan? kawan senasib, goodluck ye.. :) kite kena strive for excellence <== moto sic! hahaha k bye.

aku ter sangat sangat sangat lah busy. tatau la boleh update ke x. harap2 boleh la ye. tatkala bosan baca notes tuh. hi hi hi. macam sekarang ni.  hari ni hectic sanga t. tomorrow lagi lah. pagi pagi dah dapat santapan microb. after that, layan patho. petang tuh, dating dengan parasit. =.= malam ada program solat hajat anjuran fakulti. junior kita dah nak final dah. dan lusa pulak saya pulak exam.  tapi, exam akhir module je la. ape ape pon. lisa-chan, GANBATTE! :) sebab after exam tuh aku nak balik kampung. jumpa mak, jumpa ayah. yeehaa muka teruja nak balik kampung.. :)

selepas traumatic dapat dengan beliau last week. aku lega gila bila akhirnya hari ini aku dapat dr jamal. makanya, aku akan lebih tenang dan tidak stress tatkala daku di dalam sesi group kecil. (ayat skema lagi xboleh ke lisa? =.=) namun, panas yang ku sangka sampai ke petang. rupa rupanya xsampai petang pon. hujan tiba jua apabila beliau tiba tiba masuk ke dalam kelas daku. aku cuak.  kawan kawan aku pon cuak. nota bertebaran di atas meja. tapi nota je pon. sungguh aku, dan kawan suma x tangok pon. kitorang bincang okehhh... tanpa tengok note. sume dok brainstorm, ingat balik apa yang dibaca semalam. beliau datang. buka pintu dengan mendadak. mata nya mencerlang kepada notes kami. dan beliau mula menyoalkan kenapa ada notes ape sume. YOU SHOULD COME TO SGS PREPARED!!! dr jamal pon kena hamun sekali. aku dah rasa bersalah. kemudian, beliau keluar bilik kami.. dan mengerah semua lecturers keluar...  ta tahu la apa yang beliau bebelkan. yang pasti, dr jamal masuk. and ...

isk. sejak naik sem 3 ni. result aku asek takat tuh je. kena usaha lagi ni. heee.

jap gi ada progress TEST module CNS. nape selamba sangat blogging?  =.=

bila pergi HOSPITAL. ape role korang? jadi pesakit ke. jadi pelawat ke. jadi pekerja kat sana ke? cakap pasal kerja. banyak sangat kerja yang wujud kat dalam organisasi sesebuah hospital tuh. nurses, banyak pulak cabang cabang nurse tuh kan. jaga, tukang sapu, attendance, many more la kan. doctor, banyak pulak pangkat dia. dari yang tinggi sampai la yang rendah. doctor to be or pelajar la kan. banyak pulak tahap nye. housemen ke, pelajar 5th year ke, 4th year n3rd year tuh mmg hidup dorang dah kat hospital. yang 2nd year like me (1st year jugak) pulak dok belaja hadap buku tebal tebal. belaja macam nanti nak jadi specialist dalam sume cabang medic.  in order to pass the exam. but, kat UiTM ni special skit. kitorang ada session pegi hospital. eventhough kitorang baru freshie 2nd year. purposenya is to belajar macam mana cara nk interview patient dengan baik. so that, we can know everything, n diagnosis awalan dengan hanya mengambil good history. paham x ayat aku yang berbelit be...